DANZWAR 2008
haha these were the time .. where us "The Fresh Debut" has loads of fun ...
darren manage to find one of our audition clips hahaha enjoy
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
SYF
Been wondering ..how my dancers feel towards this upcoming syf..
since the dance blog is never updated ,, i decided to take on a "stalker" approach and Google their blogs out HEHEHEHEHE i am smart
read through many blogs... and i feel that i have stress them too much to a point where they lost "the enjoyment in dancing anymore".....have dancers that dread coming to practices every week..having dancers that are really very tied.. having dancers that overworked themselves..
i think i resigned to the fact that there is no perfect team in secondary schools. there are bound to be dancers working real hard ... and dancers that slack or dont even bother..and i been focus on team bonding and team work so much that i scold the team as a whole even though its only that few that are making my blood boil...and i really feel the bunch that are working hard should deserve all the encouragement they can get and not endless scolding and screaming from me....
at the end of the day dance is suppose to be something fun , something to enjoy, and i am suppose to instill that as an dance instructor..so now .. i leave it up to u guys if u wanana a gold , silver or bronze. and i never stop believing in u guys although nearly but i never stop =). so wont be screaming and shouting that much anymore =)
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DANCERS THAT WORK HARD SHALL BE HEAVILY REWARDED BE IT WHAT THE TEAM GET AT THE END OF THE DAY.... OPPORTUNITIES , PERFORMANCES ARE UP FOR GRABS FOR THESE THAT WORK HARD..
SO THEREFORE "U R BEING WATCHED" CLOSELY AND CONSTANTLY!
Been wondering ..how my dancers feel towards this upcoming syf..
since the dance blog is never updated ,, i decided to take on a "stalker" approach and Google their blogs out HEHEHEHEHE i am smart
read through many blogs... and i feel that i have stress them too much to a point where they lost "the enjoyment in dancing anymore".....have dancers that dread coming to practices every week..having dancers that are really very tied.. having dancers that overworked themselves..
i think i resigned to the fact that there is no perfect team in secondary schools. there are bound to be dancers working real hard ... and dancers that slack or dont even bother..and i been focus on team bonding and team work so much that i scold the team as a whole even though its only that few that are making my blood boil...and i really feel the bunch that are working hard should deserve all the encouragement they can get and not endless scolding and screaming from me....
at the end of the day dance is suppose to be something fun , something to enjoy, and i am suppose to instill that as an dance instructor..so now .. i leave it up to u guys if u wanana a gold , silver or bronze. and i never stop believing in u guys although nearly but i never stop =). so wont be screaming and shouting that much anymore =)
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DANCERS THAT WORK HARD SHALL BE HEAVILY REWARDED BE IT WHAT THE TEAM GET AT THE END OF THE DAY.... OPPORTUNITIES , PERFORMANCES ARE UP FOR GRABS FOR THESE THAT WORK HARD..
SO THEREFORE "U R BEING WATCHED" CLOSELY AND CONSTANTLY!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
RANDOM
suddenly i realise how impt friends are..
we should really learn to cherish them and dont wait until they are long gone than its too late...
and i realise other than showing love to god and calynne and to kids i find it hard to show anyone else..
esp guys..
brotherly brotherly love is just so not me ... so its dam hard for me to become gay..
HHAHAHAH
maybe i hang out with too many female cliques since young..
but thank god i am not soft!!!
hahah
OH YEAH AND BABY JUST GOT 400 BLESSING OUT OF NOWHERE...aHAHA
suddenly i realise how impt friends are..
we should really learn to cherish them and dont wait until they are long gone than its too late...
and i realise other than showing love to god and calynne and to kids i find it hard to show anyone else..
esp guys..
brotherly brotherly love is just so not me ... so its dam hard for me to become gay..
HHAHAHAH
maybe i hang out with too many female cliques since young..
but thank god i am not soft!!!
hahah
OH YEAH AND BABY JUST GOT 400 BLESSING OUT OF NOWHERE...aHAHA
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
NOT A GOOD MORNING...
This morning went to the hall for bendemeer practise with running flu and a fever..
upon reach at 11am where training suppose to start i only see 20 dancers..
than they told me..
oh 1 hospitalized , 1 IN CHALET (WTP?) , 1 in ncc course..
i dont blame these 2 with valid reason .. but the one with chalet??? GOSH i was fuming mad.. i told my students .. ok 3 students never come . 60 push up straight.. without even doing warm up... i was so pissed i just sat there and let them do their own warm up..than i went to plot the hall according the ucc stage... and the whole stage size is very very very big... much bigger and deeper than i expected..
than i try to do my formation .. and i have people forgetting formation , clashing with one another even though i complete the routine 2 weeks before,, forgeting steps ,, miss count ,, dance too slow ,, dont follow the music ... all this is really adding up to my anger... and i shout throughout the whole routine like never before ... .. and i began to feel that i go back to my ncc days where i just shout non stop at my cadets....and i have a freaking flu and fever!!!..
than i tell my self .. ok i need to calm myself down .. began to round them up trying to talk some sense into them.. worst is i have people stoning staring into spaces.. people looking at the floor people playing with nails.. i tell my self that's it...
i began to give up on them..
when the whole session is over.. i have students coming to me many students saying they cant come for practise cuz of this and that cuz of some leadership camp in school.. i am like cant u come for like 9 - 12 than go for camp.. is syf not a piority to u ?? but i didnt say anything to them but just sigh .. took my bag and walk away with yongzhi and bevan..
i feel like giving up on them... i really do ... i am so tired ... justt cant get things inside their head...
This morning went to the hall for bendemeer practise with running flu and a fever..
upon reach at 11am where training suppose to start i only see 20 dancers..
than they told me..
oh 1 hospitalized , 1 IN CHALET (WTP?) , 1 in ncc course..
i dont blame these 2 with valid reason .. but the one with chalet??? GOSH i was fuming mad.. i told my students .. ok 3 students never come . 60 push up straight.. without even doing warm up... i was so pissed i just sat there and let them do their own warm up..than i went to plot the hall according the ucc stage... and the whole stage size is very very very big... much bigger and deeper than i expected..
than i try to do my formation .. and i have people forgetting formation , clashing with one another even though i complete the routine 2 weeks before,, forgeting steps ,, miss count ,, dance too slow ,, dont follow the music ... all this is really adding up to my anger... and i shout throughout the whole routine like never before ... .. and i began to feel that i go back to my ncc days where i just shout non stop at my cadets....and i have a freaking flu and fever!!!..
than i tell my self .. ok i need to calm myself down .. began to round them up trying to talk some sense into them.. worst is i have people stoning staring into spaces.. people looking at the floor people playing with nails.. i tell my self that's it...
i began to give up on them..
when the whole session is over.. i have students coming to me many students saying they cant come for practise cuz of this and that cuz of some leadership camp in school.. i am like cant u come for like 9 - 12 than go for camp.. is syf not a piority to u ?? but i didnt say anything to them but just sigh .. took my bag and walk away with yongzhi and bevan..
i feel like giving up on them... i really do ... i am so tired ... justt cant get things inside their head...
